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All She Ever Heard From Her Mother Her

              Whole Life Is How Awful It Is To Be Fat.



       And now there she was.

       Standing in front of the mirror looking at somebody she doesn't even recognize. A
       heavy, humid smog of shame consumed her thoughts…

       Every time she would try and button up her jeans she could see and feel the
       excess ëab from her lower belly region hanging over top of her pants for the
       êrst time in her life.

       It was slowly chipping away at the identity she once had, destroying her
       conêdence and self-esteem.

       Karen was convinced her body was ruined,
       and thought I would never love her, or look
       at her the same way again.

       It's really embarrassing to admit this, but
       our intimacy completely vanished.

       And no matter how much I begged her to
       make love, she was so ashamed, she didn't
       want me to see her naked.

       She hid in the closet every time she got
       dressed and started wearing baggy clothes,
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